My biggest secret finally revealed??!

Where should I start??
ok, I think he already knows I like him..
or..
it might be he knows someone like him, from my class but not me..?

"how do you know??"

I know..
because he had changed his place in class..
sometimes I can see him from the back of his class..
but now, I can't..
maybe, he don't want me to peek him anymore..
or maybe he had his own reason..
I'm not sure..

Ooo..
I'm very scared right now..
what should I do??
at first, I felt like I had reach a dead end..
but now, I think I know what to do..
perhaps, it is time for me to forget everything about him..
I can't continue admired him while he knows everything about this..
I just can't..

Until when I have to be like this??
there's no guarantee that we'll be together at the end..
so, I think I'll stop here..
I know it's hard for me to forget him..
but I have to try..
let the time decides everything..

you're not mine..
so, I'm willingly let you go..
thanks for the happy moments you had gave me..
even thought you not officially involve..
I cherish all my memories with you..