Berita terkejut lagi mengejut..

Mungkin bagi sesetengah org benda ni kecik je..

tapi bagi aku, benda ni besar sangat..

maklum la, first time nampak..

Aku nampak apa??

aku nampak H bawak S naik motor dia..

uih' bestnya..

kalo nk tau, H tu laki..

S tu perempuan..

untung la..

dpt tumpang..

tu je nk ckp sebenarnye..

hanya nk bg tau dunia tentang perasaan terkezut aku..

hehe..

Pecah rekod!!

Hari ni aku ada extra class untk subject add math dgn cikgu A at skola..

ramai juga la bdk kelas aku yg pegi..

aku stay back je..

pelajar yg bukan dari klas aku pun ada join gak..

malas la nk mention nama..

bukannya korg kenal pun

hehe..

Lepas je tamat kelas tu, dlm pukul 4.30ptg aku pun nk balik la..

malangnye x de transport..

so, nasib la aku ada sahabat ygsitia gila la..

memang best la dia ni...

W pun balik la ber sama aku..

"Eh, ckp tadi x de transport?"

Haaa..

nk tau aku balik naik apa??

jalan kaki!!

dahsyat x?

kalau nk tau la, perjalanan dari sekolah aku yg at fasa 1 tu, nk ke rumah aku yg ada at fasa 2 mengambil masa 10 minit kalo menaiki kereta..

berapa jauh, aku x tau nk agak..

tapi, jauh jugak la..

Dengan penuh tekad di dada nk balik awal (sbb kalo tunggu van pukul 6.30ptg bru dtg..brjanggut aku..),

aku dgn W pun memulakan langgkah kitorg dgn doa..

"Knp x tumpang org je?"

Bkn apa, kitorg segan la..

mcm menyusahkan diorg je nk antar kami..

bkn x de org offer, kitogr yg x mau..

lagi2 si W ni..

dia memang pemalu tahap kritikal sikit..

hehe..

S ada suruh kami tumpang H..

tapi, dengan pastas dan efisyennya W tolak..

mana x nya, H tu lelaki..

memang la dia kwn sekelas kitorg..

H ni pun baik orgnya..

tapi, hati dan minda kitorng kata jangan..

jd, sebelum H keluar sekolah, baik kitorg cabut dulu..

Setelah agak jauh kami menapak, dekat sebelum bukit fasa 1, kami nmpk keta F..

ah sudah!

dia stop pulak at bukit tu..

siap keluar kereta lagi..

kita ngan W tolak cara baik..

F pun pegi la..

nk tau x knp kami tolak?

satu; sbb perasaan segan yg menebal di dada..

dua; sbb keta tu akak dia yg bawak!

plus, plus, plus, la segan kami..

kami pun meneruskan perjalanan..

x sampai 100 meter (kira, lepas bukit la..at corner jalan), ada keta colour hitam benti depan kami..

bak kata W, tu keta Gen 2..

paling mengejutkn, W kata dia nkpk rambut cikgu A!!

kaki aku berhenti secara drastik lagi fantastik..!

kitorg pun unduk 3 tapak kebelakang..

keta tu pun mengundur..

bila kitorg maju ke depan..

keta tu pun maju ke depan..

memag lawak gila situasi waktu tu..

bila kitorg unduk, dia undur balik..

tapi, agaknya dia dh bosan, trus dia pegi tinggalkn kami..

sampai sekarang kitorg x tau siapa pemandu kereta tu..

nk kate cg A, dia x tegur pun waktu at kelas td..

x tau la kot dia jenis yg x suka ungkit citer semalam..

lepas je insiden yg melucukn tu berlaku, kami pun turuskan perjalanan..

jaun lagi ni..

round board pun x lepas lagi..

kitorg harungi pelbagai rintangan..

sesunpah melintas depan kami, kami melalui tempas terjadinya kejadian nahas kereta, lalu tempat gelap at sorner lepas bukit td, dan waktu nk melintas at roung board..

memang dugaan betul la..

mungkin ada hikmah atas apa yg terjadi pada kami hari ni..

perkara yang paling best sepanjang kami brjalan tu..

waktu kami nk meghampiri simpang pertama ke fasa 2..

W kata, dia perasan kereta tu dari round board lagi.. keta tu duk benti je at situ..

W kata mcm keta H..

aku mana prasan..

Tetiba, keta tu mengundur..!

laju giler di mengunduk..

mcm org stunt man yg blakon dlm drama dan filem tu..

kitorag agak terkejut la..

mentang2 x de keta lau time tu..

pergh..

serius aku terpaku benor bile tgk cara dia revers kete tu..

sharp, benti sebelah kitorg..

rupa2nya, memang H..

dlm kete tu ada H dengan N..

tekezut giler aku!!

bkn aku je, W pun..!!!!

N dh bukak pintu, si H pun dh beria-ia pelawa kitorg masuk..

tp, kitorg tetap x mau..

N & H sentum je la..

dh kami x nk, dia nk wat apa lagi kn??

truk x kami??

terpulang la pada individu untuk menilainya..

Eee...

memang terharu sangat bila emikirkan kesanggupan H tunggu kitorg at simpang tu..

rasa mcm dlm mimpi je..

x pernah lagi org buat cm tu at aku..

rugi betuk makwe yg tolak cinta dia tu..

rugi sungguh..

tapi, kata W, mungkin makwe tu bukan untuk H..

ye ye, aku faham..

hari ini ber tambah indah bila, akhirnya kami berjalan sapai ke rumah tanpa bantuan kenderaan..
for the first time in my life, aku berjaya jalan kaki sampai rumah..
selalunya separuh jalan je..

sesungguhnya perjalanan kami itu memberi 1001 pegalaman dan kenangan manis untk aku kenangi selamanya..

A very sweet memory for me to treasure it along my journey in  my life..!

p/s: H di sini bkn He buah hati ku  tau.. H rakan sekelas & sejawatan dgn ku..

Chronology..

Beginning:
Since I saw your face
my heart always wondering
"who is he?"
the person who tied my sight

It's rare to heard a knock on the door of my heart
 If there's any, when I open, no one outside
but lately I feel like there's a guest
without invitation willing to look in during lonely accompany me..

Developments:
Something that is unexpected
are often happen to us
is it a destiny in life?
or it just a coincidence?

I don't know why suddenly
in my heart, I always miss you
I want to express, but I'm helpless..

Sound of the wind, please hear me
how's my adorable sweet heart?
I'm here, waiting for him
still hoping to be in his heart

Conflict:
Who is able to withstand the aggrieved
when love being bombarded with obstacle
my sacrifice was wasteful, when I'm not able to have you..

How long should I be like this?
how long must you abuse my heart ?
where are the promises that you made before; when I give you my love?
you would never imagine how ruin my heart is..

I can imagine, you begin to change
when you are far away there
whereas I could only dream
to be with you someday

because of that, you create a gap
our relationship became distant
and your arrogance begin to significant
you just ignore me as I'm not there..

Climax:
break up with her!
so I did not competed
I hate yourself who can't make a decision

I cried when I imagine how cruel had you've been  towards me
you cheated on me and go on her
I'm crying when letting you go from my life
should always you know, I am the heart that you've hurt..

You'll never know how broken my heart, as I return and saw you with a new lover
over the long separated years
I thought you had change
but it appears that your promises are left as a memories
my heart cried with a thousand question
why, why, and why?
from afar I saw you went away
I hope you're happy with her by your side..

Denouement:

I must admit

it's hard to let you go

at the end, I back off for the sake of you and her..

I always pray for your happiness
with her, the girl you cherished
even though my heart hurt so much
I know, love is something that we can't force..

Ending:
Now, I'm alone
climb the days to come without you by my side
at the time when lonely comes surrounding me
the nature mute, seemed to understand
that our story had come to the end

Now I walked, and went away
because my love had been betrayed
it's painful for me to face it
my sacrifice unappreciated

Now I'm willing with everything
although the pain is still left
what's wrong had I made?
what sin had I done towards you?
god, give me your guidance
I accept all the things that you had planed for me
enough for now, you had hurt me, repeatedly
don't you ever come back, with a willing mind, I let you go..

A chronology from someone love story..

X jadi pun...

Book far ari tu x jadi pun..

sia2 je aku exited..

masalah btl..!

malas la nk cerita..

buat sakit ati je..

Perkara yg patut di 'highlight'kn di sini adalah..

peluang yg aku tunggu2 selama ni, lesap mcm tu je..

perghhhhhhhhh..

geram gile la!!

Bg tau last minute!!
Dh buat org excited, senag2 je dia punahkn..
masalah btl!!