It's a big mess!!

Something happen to me this week..

it was very troublesome!!

I just can't take it anymore..

why can't they just end it short and clean?

was it suppose to mess like this??

and why do they searching for me when everything get more difficult?

did they expect me to solve their problem???

there's many question floating in my head now..

and none of my question get their answer..

Tell me why?
Why??!

December ~I love you more then anyone~

 It's the most important person you care about.

Then I'm here to protect you, shined brighter than jewels

I cried a tear, you're more sick.

You're the apple of my eyes, It's the one

No matter what anyone says, I love you more than anyone loves you

For strength once heartily cry on my shoulder, you're leaning

The hot star - than the sun that shines

I would still love you, I promise

Yourself wanting to boast the world, wants to yell

You say you're forever my girl,  my half

I do not know you but I am just happy

Again, if we have love in my life, I want to love you

No matter what anyone says I love you more than anyone loves you.

For strength once heartily cry on my shoulder, you're leaning

The hot star - than the sun that shines

I would still love you, I promise

Thank you, one day reborn

You really amazing for me, special you, I'll cover you

Do not forget this one favor, one favor it seen ...

You have the whole world turned around and I'll be your side

I only love you forever, I love you more than anyone

I would still love you, I promise

I love only you

Our last met..

Before you go, look at me for a moment

because it can be that we'll never meet again

assume this as our last met and don't ever regret on what had happen..

There's so much thing I had done for you

but maybe there's nothing to you, and it's hurts me to know it

for that, forgive me for disturbing your serenity in life that never need my present..

Test?

is it a test for me??

the end is not wonderful like a dream but it's a nightmare instead

you, the one I have been longing for, easily gone and disappear

is it suppose to be like this?

you've change..

I accept the farewell..

all of this as a reminder to me..

I'll just let that dreams goes by with you..

It's time to..
let you go??
can I do that????

The truth about boys VS girl..

Boys VS girl

1. Drink to forget about girls.

Drink to think back about the guy.
2. When in love, they become poor.
When in love, they become pretty.
3. Can forget, but can't forgive.
Can forgive, but can't forget.
4. Break up when they feels love from a girl.
Break up when they feel the separation from their men.
5. Feel curiosity towards all girls.
Feel curiosity towards guy who are interested in them.
6. When heart broken, they try to forget about 'her' by going out.
When heart broken, they try to find 'him' in another guy.
7. Wants to be 'her' first love.
Wants to be 'his' last love.

It's true, is it??  (^_^)

More then anyone in the world..

Without any permission..

I've fallen in love..

that person won't know about someone like me..

doesn't even have the slight knowledge..

such a fool..

More then anyone in the world, I love you..

the word that's so engraved into my heart..

the tears that has swelled up within my eyes, represent my love..

and those tears are you..

I love this love that start without a permission..

even if it will hurt deeper, I want to continue until the end..

even if there's no end to it..

If the heart is racing, then love will race together too..

even if I don't get to see the person I love at times like now..

love still run continuously..

More then anyone in the world, I love you..

you don't seem to realize that..

those tears that are flowing down to above my lips, are so passionate..

those tears represent me..

even if my heart, that only have you was to explode..

I want to love 'till the end..

even if there's no ending, I love you..

Perhaps..
until now, you're the one!

Afraid of love, 'coz that love is you!

At this rate I might go crazy..

no, actually I already might be crazy about you..

at this rate I might die..

no, actually without you I might not be able to live..

An impossible love in this world..

someone I absolutely shouldn't love..

The more I turn away from you..

the more I miss you..

I'm afraid of this constantly frightening love..

I even miss your shadow..

I'm afraid that you are the one..

I love..

I should have just passed you by.. 

I shouldn't love you..!

Will you teach me?

what should I do to escape this fate??

I love you, I love you..

I love you 'till death..

even if my heart hurts like crazy..

even if my tears don't stop..

even if I can't love you..

I love you..

I'm afraid to love you..
what should I do???