X paham aku, tapi...

Lepas buat keje BM td, aku pi merayap at you tube..

melilau mata aku cari lagu..

last2 jumpe satu video ni..

bdk kecik menyanyi..

dlm lingkungan 5 ke 6 thn kowt..

dahasyat giler..

aku x penah dgr pun lagu tu..

jiwang pulak tu..

lancar je lirik dia hafal..

aku rasa budak tu x faham apa yg dia nyanyi..

tp, dia nyanyi jugak..

X kesah la apa yg budak tu nyanyi..

yg aku nengok bknnye budak tu..

tp 'pak cik' ensem yg main gitar at sebelah dia..

COMEL giler!!

(astaghfirullah hati, puasa.. sabar..)

aku malas la nk describe banyk2 pasal 'pak cik' tu..

kurang pahala puasa aku..

tgk sendiri la ek??!

gigi putih..
hitam manis..
senyumam menawan..
suara lunak..
tomey!
just nice!!

Something for my heart..

"Our love will never unite..

At this time, in this world..

Maybe we'll be togerther..

Someday up there..

For now, let me take care of your love..

Forever.."

" You maybe out of my sight..

but not out of my mind.."

" Earth may stop rotating..

birds may stop flying..

candles may stop melting

fish may stop swimming..

heart may stop beating..

but I'll never stop thinking about you.."

" I know it is time for me to forget everything about you..

but I'm not fully prepared..

I'm sorry..

I just keep thinking about you all the time..

I can't be like this forever..

I know, one day we'll be far apart..

I have to deal with it...

sooner or later, that day will come..

so please..

allow me to keep your name in my heart..

so I can move on with the sweet memories of you.."

" You are just beside me..

but I felt like we are hundred miles apart..

why...??"

I wonder why I keep thinking about you all the time..

My biggest secret finally revealed??!

Where should I start??
ok, I think he already knows I like him..
or..
it might be he knows someone like him, from my class but not me..?

"how do you know??"

I know..
because he had changed his place in class..
sometimes I can see him from the back of his class..
but now, I can't..
maybe, he don't want me to peek him anymore..
or maybe he had his own reason..
I'm not sure..

Ooo..
I'm very scared right now..
what should I do??
at first, I felt like I had reach a dead end..
but now, I think I know what to do..
perhaps, it is time for me to forget everything about him..
I can't continue admired him while he knows everything about this..
I just can't..

Until when I have to be like this??
there's no guarantee that we'll be together at the end..
so, I think I'll stop here..
I know it's hard for me to forget him..
but I have to try..
let the time decides everything..

you're not mine..
so, I'm willingly let you go..
thanks for the happy moments you had gave me..
even thought you not officially involve..
I cherish all my memories with you..