Just a piece from me

Akhirya tahun ini hampir melabuhkan tirainya..

Tahun baru bakal menjelma jua..

dan aku?

Ahh..

sudah lama rasanya tak menulis di sini..

dah bersawang blog aku ni..

dapat gak aku curi masa untuk menaip..

To those who expecting something new from me, I'm sorry for making you keep waiting..

and thank you for reading my humble blog..

Okay, for now until here..

^_^

Don't forget me..

Love is something that is far away

If I see it, my heart ache and tears fall

So, I will leave you

In order to love you, goodbye..

Don't forget me, even if I have to live for one single second

My heart only love you

I hide my sad tears, for that one cause

I'll leave, but please remember me..

Please do not forget me

The one who left without saying 'I love you'

It's easier to leave when you love by your self

Goodbye..

Please don't forget me, even if I live for a thousand years

I would be a fool who always love you

I am so jealous with your cellphone because it is next to you right now

If there would be only one person who love you in this world

It would be me

So please, don't forget me..

Back home!!

I'm back for 2 week holiday..

It's my first mid semester holiday..

I didn't forgot to watch what i had left here before I went to college..

It's the Taiwanese drama: Absolute Boyfriend

I finally finish watching it..

It was a saddest love story between human and robot I ever watch!

I hope for a happy ending or a plot twist in this drama, but it end so sad until I'm burst into tears..

I want you to know about it, you should watch it!!

No regrets at all..

Beside, the heroin is another korean actress that i love the most..

it's Go Hye Sun (GHS)!!

Along with Jiro Wang, they made the story more real and so emotional..

Even though GHS just lip-sync to speak in Chinese, it doesn't bother much..

In the drama, they still insert some korean language..

it was at the time when Night had broken after he had a fight with robot model 2..

he keep changing his language, and there is the time he speak korean..

Ahhh..

Maybe I shouldn't told you everything here..

how about you watch it and experience the emotion played by all the actor & actress..

to make it more excited, I'll show you some of the scene in the drama..

Ahad terakhir di puncak..

Hari ini aku bersama-sama rakan sekelas ku..

kami menghabiskan masa bersama dari petang hingga ke malam..

ramai yg datang, x kurang juga yg x dpt datang..

tapi alhamdulillah..

kehadiran memuaskan dan mampu menghidupkan suasana..

Macam2 yg telah kami lakukan bersama..
kami buat BBQ!
seronok tengok all the boys hidupkan bara & panggang ayam..
selain ayam, diorg ada bakar kerang, ikan keli, ikan cencaru (kalo x silap), & sausage..

kuah mushroom & cili kicap the mmg sedap sgt!

Andai dpt aq masukkan gmbr kami brsama, pasti lebih indah blog aq ni..
malangnye, gmbr2 tu smua ada dlm camera wanie..
syg kn?

(^_^)

Hope to attend a gathering like this again someday..
with all of them..

P/s: Nanie, knp x dpt dtg? Even for a minute, don't you want to meet me?? :(

Sepetang di rumah Wanie..

Petang td..
x de keje pnye pasal, gi singgah umah wanie..
bergambar sakan mcm dh mmg x leh jmpe lpas ni..
bila wanie sebut je, "mcm btl2 nk pergi jauh je korg kn?"
rse mcm nk nangis plak time tu..
dh le..
aku x mau cite pepanjang, karang meleleh gak air mate aku ni..
tgk je la gmbr kami ni..

picture is a prof to our memories.. (^_^)

Dh x tau nk wat pe la tu.. :P

ape laa yg dibelek ank dare nie..?

kawasan umah wanie..

at atas tembok umah wanie..(situ pun jd..)

perlu ke??
,emtang2 le tiang tu kuning..  :D

Lpas nimmg mcm blangkas la kitorg agknye..
brkepit je.. maklum le, matrik same.. haha!

nmpk mcm tanah gersang kn?
I like!
tenang & sunyi.. (^_^)

It's a big mess!!

Something happen to me this week..

it was very troublesome!!

I just can't take it anymore..

why can't they just end it short and clean?

was it suppose to mess like this??

and why do they searching for me when everything get more difficult?

did they expect me to solve their problem???

there's many question floating in my head now..

and none of my question get their answer..

Tell me why?
Why??!

December ~I love you more then anyone~

 It's the most important person you care about.

Then I'm here to protect you, shined brighter than jewels

I cried a tear, you're more sick.

You're the apple of my eyes, It's the one

No matter what anyone says, I love you more than anyone loves you

For strength once heartily cry on my shoulder, you're leaning

The hot star - than the sun that shines

I would still love you, I promise

Yourself wanting to boast the world, wants to yell

You say you're forever my girl,  my half

I do not know you but I am just happy

Again, if we have love in my life, I want to love you

No matter what anyone says I love you more than anyone loves you.

For strength once heartily cry on my shoulder, you're leaning

The hot star - than the sun that shines

I would still love you, I promise

Thank you, one day reborn

You really amazing for me, special you, I'll cover you

Do not forget this one favor, one favor it seen ...

You have the whole world turned around and I'll be your side

I only love you forever, I love you more than anyone

I would still love you, I promise

I love only you

Our last met..

Before you go, look at me for a moment

because it can be that we'll never meet again

assume this as our last met and don't ever regret on what had happen..

There's so much thing I had done for you

but maybe there's nothing to you, and it's hurts me to know it

for that, forgive me for disturbing your serenity in life that never need my present..

Test?

is it a test for me??

the end is not wonderful like a dream but it's a nightmare instead

you, the one I have been longing for, easily gone and disappear

is it suppose to be like this?

you've change..

I accept the farewell..

all of this as a reminder to me..

I'll just let that dreams goes by with you..

It's time to..
let you go??
can I do that????

The truth about boys VS girl..

Boys VS girl

1. Drink to forget about girls.

Drink to think back about the guy.
2. When in love, they become poor.
When in love, they become pretty.
3. Can forget, but can't forgive.
Can forgive, but can't forget.
4. Break up when they feels love from a girl.
Break up when they feel the separation from their men.
5. Feel curiosity towards all girls.
Feel curiosity towards guy who are interested in them.
6. When heart broken, they try to forget about 'her' by going out.
When heart broken, they try to find 'him' in another guy.
7. Wants to be 'her' first love.
Wants to be 'his' last love.

It's true, is it??  (^_^)

More then anyone in the world..

Without any permission..

I've fallen in love..

that person won't know about someone like me..

doesn't even have the slight knowledge..

such a fool..

More then anyone in the world, I love you..

the word that's so engraved into my heart..

the tears that has swelled up within my eyes, represent my love..

and those tears are you..

I love this love that start without a permission..

even if it will hurt deeper, I want to continue until the end..

even if there's no end to it..

If the heart is racing, then love will race together too..

even if I don't get to see the person I love at times like now..

love still run continuously..

More then anyone in the world, I love you..

you don't seem to realize that..

those tears that are flowing down to above my lips, are so passionate..

those tears represent me..

even if my heart, that only have you was to explode..

I want to love 'till the end..

even if there's no ending, I love you..

Perhaps..
until now, you're the one!

Afraid of love, 'coz that love is you!

At this rate I might go crazy..

no, actually I already might be crazy about you..

at this rate I might die..

no, actually without you I might not be able to live..

An impossible love in this world..

someone I absolutely shouldn't love..

The more I turn away from you..

the more I miss you..

I'm afraid of this constantly frightening love..

I even miss your shadow..

I'm afraid that you are the one..

I love..

I should have just passed you by.. 

I shouldn't love you..!

Will you teach me?

what should I do to escape this fate??

I love you, I love you..

I love you 'till death..

even if my heart hurts like crazy..

even if my tears don't stop..

even if I can't love you..

I love you..

I'm afraid to love you..
what should I do???

Blind

Even if I wait for you everyday and be the first person to give you a smile, you don't know..

I had my lunch with you and order you favorite food, you still don't know..

I'm standing in front of you but I'm invisible..

and your eyes look past me..

This once, just one, please look at me..

the more you feel, the more you feel..

I become more and more invisible..

at the end of my prayers...

I hope that you will find me so that I can have you in my arms..

In the cold rainy day I try to keep you warm but you don't know..

I try my best to hide my tears and smile for you but still, you didn't realize it at all..

I'm cold but I'm flowing towards you..

I hate myself for being too stiff..

My heart is cracked, cut and broken..

at the end of a rough day..

when I'm broken into pieces, would you able to see me?

You can't see me, so I love you like this..

even your fingerprints at the corner..

  I strongly engraved them to me..

You can't see, so you say that look pitch-black outside..

you endlessly look outside without knowing..

Are you gonna be like this forever..
can see anyone accept, me?

Jemputan ke skolah??

Hari ni..

cg liza dtg dgn megejut lg terkejut!

aku yg bru lepas mandi bertambah la kelam kabut!

dengan hanya pakai tuala di kepala, aku kluar jumpa cg liza..

salam peluk cium berlaku antara aku dgn cg..

maklum le, lame x jmpa..

aku tertanya-tanya gak, apa sbb cg dtg umah aku ni?

nk merisik ke??

cewah!

x leh, x leh..
hati I dh brpunya..

hehe..!

Back to the story..

rpenye, cg dtg nk bg surat jemputan..

jemputan ke mana??

aku igtkn jmputan ke kenduri kawen anak dia..

rpe2nye jemputan ke hari anugerah sekolah!

mcm x percaya je aku dpt anugerah PENCAPAIAN TERBAIK BAHASA MELAYU..

haha!

sungguh x ku jangka ini semua berlaku..

tapi, alhamdulillah..
mungkin rezeki ku begini..

alhamdulillah..

Permulaan yang baik..

Remember you..

We probably met only once..

you never talk to me from the start..

when you walk and past me..

and didn't turn back..

it was hard for me..

In the middle of night, a rain storm fell..

I can't slept and you're the one I had thought about..

like a habit, I hold my pen and wrote..

all about you, and try to slept again..

You're my everything..

an unforgettable person that I will longing for is leaving me..

I'm hurting from this separation, and I lack so much..

please for forgive me..

No matter how hard I try..

no matter how much I try to erase..

I still remember..

because you're the first boy I ever like..

I guess, I'm a bad girl..

like a fool, I let go of one boy..

when he was here, I didn't have the courage to make a move..

I was a coward..

I still wondering like this everyday..

I miss you so much..

but you'll never appear in front of me again..

Remember you..
that is what I'll always do..

Penantianku berakhir sudah..

Hari ini..

aku pergi ke sekolah unutk mengambil result..

nk tercabut gak jantung ni..

tp, dpt di kawal lg..

keputusan biase2 je, tapi ok la..

alhamdulillah, x de yg gagal..

aku dah buat yg terbaik..

yg penting subjek favorite aku dpt A+!

yg x ku sangka dpt apa yg aku dpt skarang adalah matematik..

aku x target langsung yg aku bleh dpt B+..

tp, alhamdulilah..

dh rezeki aku, trima je seadanya..

akaun?

lagi la..

x pernah mimpi pun bleh dpt C+..

alhamdulillah..

keseluruhannya aku agak puas hati walaupun keputusanku x sehebat rakan2 lain..

tipu la kalau aku kate aku x kesah langsung org dpt 7, 8, 9A++ tu..

aku pun ada rase sedih gak bila mengenagkn parents aku..

kesian diorang sbb ank dia ni x dpt bg keputusan yg diorang inginkn..

tp, nk wat mcm mane..?

benda dh lepas..

mungkin buat masa ni, ini je rezeki aku..

Lepas ni, aku nk buat yg terbaik!
aku nk pegang ijazah Bachelor of Business Administration..!

perancangan lepas ni, aku nk msk UITM..

ikut jejak ayah ke sana..

jd cikgu??

x terfikir sampai ke situ lg..

itu adalah pilihan aku yg terakhirrrrr sekali..

Nk tau x buah aty aku dpt brape??

7A!!!!!!

dahsyat kn?

7A...

tiba2 aku rase aku x layak jd kawan dia..

mcm mane??

aku rase segan plak nk ada pape connection lg dgn dia..

result aku dgn dia IBARAT LAGIT DGN BUMI..

7A dgn.......

no, no, no, NO!

tepon aku pun dh rosak..

mcm tau2 je ape yg akan berlaku..

Haih.. nasib badan..

Sepupu aku??

tok sak citer la ek?

diorg mmg genius sejak azali lg..

Dh!

barang yg lepas jgn dikenang..

let bygone be bygone..

skarang aku nk doa bnyk2..

smoga Allah permudahkn segala urusan aku lepas ni..

smoga aku dpt msk U dan ambik course yg aku inginkn..

Amin..

Aku redha dgn apa yg telah berlaku..
smoga jalan yg akan ku tuju nanti dipermudahkan oleh-Nya..
Amin..

To his girl..

He talks about you, about how great person you're..

and he smiles every time he do that..

just like how I was, when I saw him for the first time..

Even if he's always 10 minutes late, just smile and let it pass..

he doesn't even know how loyal you towards him, so he'll always curious about you like a fool..

Don't hold back the words 'I love you'..

be the first to apologize when you has a small fight with him..

and if by chance when he thinks of me and hurt..

just act like there's nothing happen even if you feel sad..

If sometimes he complains about stupid things..
always soothe him with a smile..
When he drop you off always turn around another time to look..
And if he tries to break up with you, be stubborn and hold on to him..

Why is it now that I've come to realize all these things?
Why is it I feel like I've done the best I could before?
For one day..
Just one day, I could trade place with you..
I'll show him all the love I couldn't before..

It's true I still love him..
and its true that I still wait for him like a fool..
Even though I think about the past in my heart everyday..
but it's he who left me and look elsewhere..

It's him that will be by your side..

Everything happen for a reason..
Maybe he's just not meant to be for me..

The person I love..

The image is unfamiliar..

because it's the first time I'm showing myself to you..

enduring it alone and holding back..

it seems to be an excuse that I'm waiting for you..

I hate to be burden to you, but I keep holding on you..

The person I love, please look at me..

my appearance may not be good, but my heart still the same..

even though I don't have the courage to face you..

please turn around and look at me.. 

It seems to be greedy that I want you to like me back..

I try to hide it, but it stays like that..

The person I'm waiting for, it's you!

I try so hard but I know it's just a dream..

I'm afraid that I'll regret it if I don't even try to approach you..

so I did it..

but why you still act like that??

Is it possible for me to be with you?