Salam??!!!

OMO!!!!!

trkezutnye!!!

mcm x percaya je..dia tegur aku???!!

sabar hati, sabar..

EEEEeeee..!!

mcm mane nie??

mcm mane??

aku nk wat ape ni?????????????

ataoi ai..

biarkn je la..

kalo aku lyn nnt kang, die dpt agak mcm mane??

mane aku nk sorok muka???!

eeeEEee.. takutnya..

ottokajo??

Jika aku lepaskan..

Hari demi hari..

masa pun berlalu..
dan aku masih x bisa membuangmu dari ingatan..
tiada siapa tahu..
aku sembunyikannya di dalam hati..
aku terus mencari, tetapi aku tak jumpa..

Keberanian yg hendak ditunjukkan..
untuk memberitahumu..
aku tak pernah rasa dicintai sebegini..
dan sekali lagi aku fikirkan..
mengambil jlan mudah untuk keluar..

Tapi jika aku lepaskan kau pergi..
aku tak akan tahu..
apa akan jadi padaku tanpa kau di sisi..
apa mungkin aku lihat lagi..
engkau tersenyum kembali padaku..

bagaimana aku akan tahu, jika aku lepaskanmu..

Malam demi malam..
aku terdengar diriku berkata..
kenapa perasaan ini tak boleh pudar begitu saja?
tiada seorang pun yg serupa denganmu..
kau berkata pada hatiku..
agak sedih bila kita jauh terpisah..

aku terlalu malu untuk bertanya..
aku terlalu megah untuk kalah..
tetapi, cepat atau lambat aku harus pilih jua..
dan sekali lagi aku fikirkan..
mengambil jalan mudah untuk keluar..

Tapi jika aku lepaskan kau pergi..

aku tak akan tahu..

apa akan jadi padaku tanpa kau di sisi..

apa mungkin aku lihat lagi..

engkau tersenyum kembali padaku..

bagaimana aku akan tahu, jika aku lepaskanmu..

( gelikn bile bace ape yg aku tulis kali ni. tu le, sape suruh bace.. hehe.. bende ni x de ape pun. saje menulis. nk mengisi ruang yg kosong ni. knp? x percaya ke?? )

Mana kau??!

Waaaaaa...

aku sedey..

sedey sangat..

pen drive, knp kau menghilang??

mane kau sembunyikn diri??

tnapamu, aku x leh nk wat pape tau..

nk save music x leh..

nk copy gmbr x leh..

pendek kate, smue x leh la..

Ish, at mane kau duduk..

kalau boleh miss call, dh lame aku wat..

kau jngn la nyorok lame2..

aku sedey la mcm ni..

kau dtg balik ye..

aku janji, lepas aku jumpa kau nnt..

akux kn lupe gantung kau at tali ye..

biar kau x ilang lagi..

tolong la..

datng balik..!

rindu at kau!!!!

meh la dtg balik!!

Kejadian yg x disangka-sangka..

Semalam, aku pergi ke UITM kampus Puncak Alam..

lepas solat zohor, kitorang pi padang tuk main game..

game tu ade 2 jenis..

1: yg main tembak2 tu ( ntah ape name game tu aku pun x tau )..

2: main explorace..

Memandangkn padang sanagat la becak time tu, aku pun mengambil keputusan tuk main explorace..

nora x mau, die main tembak2..

so, kitorang separate la..

Aku ngan nora ni mcm belangkas..

jd, bile dh pisah mcm ni aku sensorang je la..

tp, yg bestnye..

He pi main explaorace gak mcm aku..

tu yg semangat sikit tu..

hehe..

then, time kitorang nk pi ke chekpoint yg ke 6 kot..

kitorang kene turun tangga sbb check point tu at bawah..

time nk turun tangga tu..

dgn takdir tuhan, aku tergrlincir..

Tetapi, alhamdulillah..

nasib baik ada org sempat sambut tangan aku..

dia pegang pergelangan tangan aku..

aku memang bersyukur sangat masa tu..

kalau la makhluk Allah tu x sambut tangan aku, aku rase retak tulang punggung aku ni..

nauzubillah la kn..

bile aku tengok gerangan hamba Allah yg baik hati tu..

terkejut yg amat sangat!

tuhan je yg tahu betapa lajunya jantung aku berdetak..

rasa mcm baru lepas lari marathon..

dengan tangan aku yg masih dlm genggaman dia, dia ckp " awk okey x? "

uish, mane nk okey bang oi..

dh le tulang punggung ku hampir retak, awk pulak pi pagang tanganku..

nk okey mcm mane??!

Kuat benar die ganggam tangan aku..

ye la, kalo pegang slow, baik biarkn aku jatuh je..

btl x?

pastu, bile aku dh berdiri btl, baru dia lepaskn..

then dia senyum at aku..

" lari elok2. "

senyuman dia yg x boleh tgk tu..

pastu aku lari la dulu..

tinggal an die at belakang..

' He, sori ya. sy x sengaja. Remember, you always in my heart. x yah risau ok..? '

sentuhan yg x disengajakn tu menghantui aku sampai sekarang..

Eee, harap2 la x berlaku lagi..

geli, x mau dh org pegang aku tanpa kerelaan aku..

kalau boleh aku nk elakkn..

dan mulai skarang, aku kena lebih berhati-hati..

Pening aku memikirknnya..

Aku terapung di awangan..!

Wah!

seronaknya x terhingga..!

aku btl2 x sangka..!

OMG!!!!!

How can he smiled at me??

I must be dreaming..

am I???

Waktu aku baru balik dari..

dari mane ntah, x ingat..

tp ngan miza le yg pastinye..

Ataoi ai..

aku lalu dpn kelas dia..

mcm biase la..

aku cari nora..

saje menggatal nk babai die..

tetibe aku terpandang He!

He pandang aku balik..

Then what??

He smiled at me!!!!!

memang x dpt control la..

aku rase die x sengaje la senyum tu..
mungkin sebab die happy sangat dpt EA A+ kot..
kebetulan plak aku lalu at situ..
tu yg trkena tempias tu..

aku je yg prasan kot..
hehe..
x pe la..
biar la prasaan ini ku pendam sendiri..
tp, sampai satu tahap yg mane die tahu tentang perasaan aku at die..
aku x akan teragak-agak untk berhenti menyukainya..
kerna bagiku, cukup la sekadar peminat rahsia & ianya x perlu diketahui..
aku bahagia begini..

My feeling towards men will always be like this..
until I can make my own money..
then, I can take serious with my feeling..

X sabarnye!!

Ada 2 perkara yg menmbuatkn aku tertunggu-tunggu skarang ni..

1: khamis ni nk pi UITM Puncak Alam!!

x penah2 aku masuk dlm tu, alih2 dpt masuk pulak..

memang peluang keemasan la..

biorang kate at dlm tu cantik..

besor plak tu..

menuruk gambar yg aku pernah tengok..

luar je nmpk mcm biase..

tp, jln at dalam, masyaallah..

jauh bebenor..

so, ari khamis ni I nk dtg awal la..

nk pi trip pkl 7.00pg pnye..

nnt dpt hadiah..

tp 50 org je la..

2: Sabtu ni start cuti seminggu!!

yahoo..!

cuti la pun..

I like, walau pun 'kasih sayang' yg cikgu berikan terlalu la banyak..

maklum le, SPM candidate..

Oh ya, tu je la kot..

hehe..

Destiny of love..

Destiny of love..??
x de dlm citer ni pun?
ke, aku yg x prasan..?

lantak la..
enjoy sudah..
hehe..

I'm a fool..

I must be like this because I'm a fool

it seems alright even when I'm hurt

even when I'm teased about my pitiful love

it doesn't mater because I'm a fool

I was good to her because I wanted to be

I was happy with just that

if she smiles just once

I'm happy with that smile

Chorus:

Until the day that her love will come

I'll just stay by her side like this

because this is a love that I'm happy giving

I don't expect anything in return

A place from where I can reach her if she holds out her hand

a place from where I can hear her if she calls to me

I'll stay there without changing

because I love her

Because she was the one I choose

even the pain made me happy

If she looks back at me just once

I'm happy with that

*Repeat chorus 

Until someone else to watch over her in my place arrives

I'll stay by her side for the mean time

because this is a love where I'm just happy to gaze at her

I don't need anything in return

So that she can lean on me and rest any time

I'll always appear the same

even if she leaves me without saying good bye

I'll let her go and say thank you

because I'm a fool

As ever..

It wasn't supposed to be love
It was never supposed to be
I fooled myself many times before, but my heart keeps on calling you
Before i tried to run away
I tried to push a step away
But even then you were growing bigger inside me

I must love you this much
I must wait for you this much
No matter how much it hurts, my heart can't leave you
There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything

Your warm eye expression
Your warm love
You are growing bigger inside me

You must have loved me
You must have waited for me
No matter how much I made you hurt, your heart can't leave me

There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you

Sometimes love, or tears will cause problems for us
I love you, I love you I just need you next to me

I must still love you
I must be waiting for you
I could fool my mind, but not my heart

There must be one love
My heart won't change
The love I protected for you, now I can tell you everything
I love you

p/s: If you want to hear this song in English version, you can check out this site: 

      http://www.metacafe.com/watch/4569116/still_as_ever_english_version_w_subtitles_dreamyillusion/ 

      Good luck!

Promise..

I will promise you to live with only you in my two eyes

I will promise you to live with only you in my two arms

From the time I open my eyes and till I sleep I will only yearn for you

I love you don’t forget these words I Love you Forever

I will become the shade in the hot summer

I will become your umbrella when it rains

I will become the small chair when you become tired from walking

So that your happiness will be doubled, I will laugh with you

I will become the towel when you cry to wipe you tears

I will promise you to live with only you in my two eyes

I will promise you to live with only you in my two arms

From the time I open my eyes and till I sleep I will only yearn for you

I love you don’t forget these words I Love you Forever

We are like Coffee and Doughnut

Giving me happiness you are my special

Day by day you are running low on energy Emergency

Breathing life into you, your sweet scent

The love I hid every single day

On the day we are together I will show you all

I will promise you that wherever I am I will only remember you

I will promise you that whatever I am doing I will remember you

Forever I will live with this new path in my life

I love you don’t forget there words I love you forever

Yes A.N.GELL why here I will promise Just do it Girl

I love you, what more do I need?

My thumping left heart will answer you

One step two step three and four I will slowly move closer to you

I can’t tell you to wait for me because I will take you

I will promise you to live with only you in my two eyes

I will promise you to live with only you in my two arms

From the time I open my eyes and till I sleep I will only yearn for you

I love you don’t forget these words

I Love you Forever

What should I do?

When I let you go one step further,

my eyes overflow with tears

when you walk away one step further,

more tears start falling

As you go away to a place where I can't reach you,

even if I reach out my hand

I can't catch you, I can only cry

What should I do?

what should I do?

you're leaving

What should I do?

what should I do?

you're leaving me

I love you

I love you

I cry out to you

But you can't hear me,

because I'm shouting through my heart

All day long I try to erase you,

but you appear in my mind again

all day long I try to say goodbye,

but you appear in my mind again

Although you went to a place where I can't hold you

even if my hand reaches out for you

I can't find you, I can only cry

What should I do?

what should I do?

I can only see you

What should I do?

what should I do?

I love you too

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

can you hear me?

please, comeback to me,

if it ain't you, I can't go on

What should I do?

what should I do?

I only have you

What should I do?

what should I do?

you're leaving

What should I do?

what should I do?

you're leaving me alone

I love you

I love you

I cry out to you

But you can't hear me,

because I'm shouting through my heart..

My heart curses at me..

Satu lagi lagu tema YB..

Sangat la meruntun hati dan perasaan..  

Smile alittle more
With a happy smile
So that you can comfort my heart
That keeps looking for you

Smile a little more
So that the world would be jealous
So that my heart that keeps calling for you
Would not be able to become greedy

My heart curses at me
because I can't even say I love you
My tears burst
because my longing for you flows and flows

Only that sad phrase has been struck on my throat like a torn
And remain in my ears the whole day

Why does it have to be you
Why did I have to love you
Even if I shake my head, deny it
I can't let you go

My heart curses at me,
because I can't even say I love you
My tears burst,
because my longing for you flows and flows

Only that sad phrase has been struck on my throat like a torn

And remain in my ears the whole day

I love you, I love you
Forever
Even if you don't look at me

Even if I say it a thousand times, you don’t know

Even if I wait at the same spot, you don’t know

My foolish love that simply looks at you like an idiot

You don’t know, No matter what

Kesian dkt Shin Woo..

aku x paham la..

knp wanita2 at dlm citer korea yg aku tgk kebanyakannya suka at org yg dingin..

yg cool lagi hensem at depan mata x nk..

dh sah2 la org tu suka at awk..

pi menagih kasih at org yg x sudi wat pe?

Aku x paham btl!

Without a word..

Korg pernah tengok x cerita You're Beautiful??

Kalo pernah tgk, mst korg tau punye la..

melodinya sungguh la indah..

Bile aku tgk cerita tu..

tetibe aku tertarik dgn lirik lagu ni..

ni translation die, agar korg paham..

hehe..

I shouldn't have done that,

I should have pretended not to know

like I didn't see it, like I couldn’t see it

I shouldn't have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away

I should have pretended I wasn't listening

like I didn't hear it, like I couldn’t hear it

I shouldn't have heard your love in the first place

Chorus:

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before

*Repeat chorus 

Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken

Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I’ve become transparent, I’ve become a fool
and I cry just by looking at the sky

Without a word, separation finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
It tool my heart by surprised
To send you away unexpectedly
It came without a word

Without a word, love appears
Without a word, love vanishes
Like a fever I’ve had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while
Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars

Slamat mendengar!!